If not, Why not? Do with that what you want

How to #63 : be a compulsive liar

Tell people what they want to hear.When your heart has one opinion and your mind has another, but you are very aware of what is expected of you to be said. Say it, and you will be called a liar. Tell them what they want to hear and they wont like it. What do we do then? Tell them what we are thinking and hurt them? i was called a compulsive liar once. It haunts me to this day, and i'v decided that i am guilty of it. And i annalyse to much and i try to hard and and and tragic right?

When your head and are are screaming in bold red, but your being heard in light blue italics, youll find that you cry yourself to sleep, hugging yourself.

But who will read it? Because you once told someone not to, or did you?

how to #62 : love

dont

How to #60 : regret

i used to pride myself think that i have no regrets, that mistakes are made to be learnt from. But the fact remains, there some mistakes that could have been avoided or just carried out differently, and the way to rig your regrets is through faith, but that is another topic altogether.

The one thing that each and everyone can regret is the moments when you comprimise who you are for 'the benifit' of others. Dont come with that story of 'i dont know who i am, or what i want...' You know who you are, and you know exactly what it is that you wanted to do or say, but why the hell didnt you? Ten to one other person involved or just you would have appreciated your own honesty so much more! Admit it? Be real. To yourself and others.

Hurt is inevitable, and by being who you know you are, you will, with time sieve out the people in your life and find the ones who will end up being the main characters in your own little life story.

and just for the record... stop trying so hard to be great, just be. Greatness will come

How to #59: Evolve

So, I had this theory of Blackberries, comparing them to the Nokia 3310. That at the time they are like the coolest, but then the Nokia 3410i or something came out, and it was the first colour screen. Needless to say, the 3310 died.

But I got one of my own. Like 2 months ago! Can't believe I'm only blogging this now!! The madness!
If I was on mxit all the time, then I don't know how the hell to explain me on this phone!! And it’s so pretty! Has a light, sky blue cover which goes perfectly with its shiny white complexion! And I had flowers laminated onto the back of it! And my nails are painted candy pink so it looks extra pretty! Yay me! Age of the geek baby! I <3 technology!
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How to #58: Get off your a$$ and dance!

How to #57: Cut a wine bottle with string

Tried & tested: proven 100% awesum!!

How to #56: Defy gravity

im tired of swallowing pride that i cannot justify. Something has changed within me i dont feel right. i dont feel like me. my passions, my life seems lost. Something is not the same. i dont enjoy what i used to, i dont laugh at the same jokes or in my sides where it used to tickle. I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game. who says that he has to carry the fridge on his own, just because he is big, barly and blonde doesnt meen that you have to stand behind him just gigling, take one end. even if you do drop it, laugh about it. Too late for second-guessing, living off regrets is so yesterday. Too late to go back to sleep, because no matter how nice you think your bed my be and how much you have to do today, is it really that bad? make it exciting for yourself, dont stand around and wait. It's time to trust my instincts; Close my eyes: and leap for something new, something meaningful.

dont you think its time to break the routine? It's time to try defying gravity break the chains, zap the rules. I think I'll try defying gravity coz some old dead guy discovered it anyway, since then we have discovered microchips and mega space ships, why not Kiss me goodbye coz i am defying gravity with or wothout you (but) you (will) bring me down! it happens every time.

I'm through accepting limits. every dream has been lived, millions of people, thousands of years, hundreds of countries, its all been done. cause someone says they're so "over it" just means that they care even more. Some things I cannot change some dreams and ideas will forever seem cliche and already done, But till I try, I'll never know what it feels like to hike accross Europe with a little back, two pairs of pants and 3 t-shirts. Too long I've been afraid of losing everything. right now i wish i had nothing to loose. everytime i try pushing away, Losing love I guess I've lost myself in the process. Well, if that's love It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy Defying gravity than any more 'pretty things' to match up with the 'pretty girls and boys' Kiss me goodbye if you wanna. I'm defying gravity, i wanna jump and not come back down. I think I'll try something new, something outside the lines, like Defying gravity, hows that? am i aloud? And you wont bring me down! cos soon you will find another?

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And never bring me down!
bring me down!